Eternally Damned

I am nothing without you
Two halves of a whole
Life is meaningless
Unless you are here
My heart was empty
Until I found you
And now I don't want to let go
This feeling
Half deliriously happy
Half despairingly sad
Because I can't have you
Even though I love you
And you love me
I don't want to lose
What might be
But I don't want to be destroyed
If nothing ever becomes
Eventually the decision
Will be made for me
And I'll either be
Eternally fulfilled
Or eternally damned in depression